I have the feeling I have never fucked my exams up as I did last week. I was a wreck. I would just burst out into tears while studying. The sadness was triggered by my brother. He hangs out with some of my friends (waaay more then I do). And it just annoys the hell out of me. Not only that, but it constantly makes me confront the fact that people like him better then me, or even worse, nobody cares about me. My mom says I'm being overly dramatic. I DON'T KNOW. But I'm being a wreck and complaining to guys on fb chat. Ugh, my life.
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| my brother |
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| me (starfish) |
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| how emo |
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| drew this when I finished early with my last exam |
Last year autumn break was great, cause I got to hang out a whole lot with Chris, but this year it has been boring as fuck. But it's ok. That's how things go. People grow apart (especially after you confess about your burning love for them hahahahahrwhdjkgdh).
I did get to help out my bosomz, Huimin and Xian with filming something for school. It was actually really fun. I just felt like the obvious 3rd wheel of us 3. And not to mention they are sooo adorable and I'm just disgusting and awkward. But I am so glad that I am friends with them and I love them to tears.
I had a similar situation once, one day i was with my best friend and i bumped into a old school friend's younger sister. My best friend and my friend's little sister were introduced by me and the next thing you know they became best buddies!! I was so annoyed that I had even introduced them. But now I'm neither friends with either of them, which practically is no skin off my back their both pretty crap as friends anyway! You should tell your brother how you feel and see where that goes and also talk with your friends, things like these are deal breakers!!!
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