no one understand

our old cat

my 14th birthday invitations (sad story ;c)

Hey guiz. Turns out I didn't make my exams too bad. I'm actually pretty pleased with my grades. Other issues have taken over the spotlight. I don't talk with my mom anymore. I actually don't mind, but she seems crabby about it. She doesn't understand me anyways. UGH. Parents. ~my life is so hard~ But even worse, I have been eating way to much lately. I really hate my obesity. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I feel gross and disgusting and like I don't deserve anything. It's horrible. And still I stuff my face with chips and cookies and shit. Now I must punish myself :c I hate my body. UGH. Why did my parents over feed me since infancyyyyyyy. UGH. UGH. UGH.


There's this boy I've been getting close to the past half year. He is by far, the nicest boy I have met. ON THE INTERNET. He could be a big phony. I sure hope not. But it's too good to be true. We consoles other in the misery of growing up (on this dreadful island). He even writes poetry. Like omgggggg. We go to the same school and I see him occasionally. But I can't seem to bring myself to fave him irl. He probably doesn't even like me. I might just be a big joke to him.

I can't really talk to my bosom friends about this kind of thing. Or even school. I mayor in science (NW) and they do in business (MM).  No offense to business mayors, but science I much more difficult. I just can't bear it when they start to complain how hard economy class is (I have this too). IT IS FUCKING CAKE COMPARED TO CHEMISTRY, OMG SHUT THE FUCK UP. It really pisses me off. I kinda got my heart broken by my bosom friends on the day of the last exam two weeks ago. So, I kind of care less. WHY DOESN'T ANYONE EVER BOTHER TO UNDERSTAND ME. UGH. People.